Dexter D’Angelo. You stop this pity party you’ve started for yourself. You are a good man, better than most, if not all, I’ve come in contact. The fact that you think you could even remotely come close to letting me down is astounding. You know what they say, you hurt the people you care about and if you would take the five seconds it would take for you to stop and realize that I’m still here. Everyone is still here. You’re not a bad man, Dex, you’re a good man even if you can’t see it. Look at how you took care of Ozzy when he needed it or how you help me when I need it. To hear you say that you think you could burden me is physically. I never meant to make you hate yourself because I don’t and I never will. Do you understand that? Nothing you could do would ever make me hate you.
Lyanna, you don’t understand. The first woman I ever loved was a married woman that wound up being killed by her werewolf husband because I was too much of a coward to follow after her the night of that moon. My first fiance was killed because my father is a rather big name in the British mafia and in being involved with me she was involved with him. I broke Mason’s heart to bits after he gave so much up for me because I just couldn’t control myself in falling in love with Adam. And now Adam’s left me and I’m in shambles. I don’t know what any of my feelings are doing, what’s going on inside of me but all I know is that I’ve loved you since the day we first met and it’s not a kind of love that I’ve ever experienced before. It’s a kind of love that doesn’t even make me want to be with you, it just makes me need to see you smile no matter what happens. And if having you smile means keeping my death touch unstable ways away from you then so be it but that doesn’t mean I can’t regret being this way-not being good enough to be yours.
Me kitty (who we got spayed two days ago) isn’t feeling so well so I’m gonna go look after her for a bit. Be back in a little bit bbs<3
Oh and that’s my fault? I have to be perfect just because you and Charlie have jobs here? That’s unfair. I don’t want to have to worry about how my actions might affect your job or Charlie’s job cause it has nothing to do with me. Oh, for fucks sake…You talk about me like I’m some kind of horrible kid that has no respect for the rules and I do respect the rules…Most of the time at least.
He would this time because I had a good reason. The kid said…And I was just…It was not…I didn’t….Fuck. Can I just say sorry and clean the trophy room without magic for a week or something? It was just a punch.
You don’t have to be perfect, you just need to not spontaneously lose your cool so often. You’re not some horrible kid, I’m just saying that it would be nice not to have to explain to others why my kid’s kicking up shit this early in the year, that’s all. And it doesn’t even fall onto Charlie because she’s not responsible for you, Sebastian, I am. It’s my duty to make sure you’re not getting into trouble or getting hurt and you know that fight could have ended differently and you could have wound up on the defeated end. I don’t want to see you hurt, son, not this early in at least, not so it would hinder you.
What did the kid say? No you can’t because I need to understand what happened. I know you don’t just go around beating kids up so I need to know what provoked you and how I can help to make sure it doesn’t happen again. Sorry, but you’re not leaving my office till I hear what I need to.
I’m good, actually! Not much went down while I was gone apparently so I spent the whole day relocating myself. I sort of lost my ways around the school already.
After years of teaching you leave for a a few weeks and forget all about the castle? For shame, Adam, for shame.
Thank you.
So ah…you want to drop by some time to pick up your things or should I pack them up and drop them off for you?
“Payphone”
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it’s hard to remember
The people we used to be
It’s even harder to picture
That you’re not here next to me
You say it’s too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of shit
One more fuckin love song I’ll be sick
Huh? Oh…Oh. Shit. Umm…Shit, you are right. I went crazy for a moment there. Eh, sorry for that. Your emotions are all over the place and I’m just…It was stupid.
If anything it was stupid on my part, I did start it after all. Sorry, I-
I did miss you and it’s…it’s good to be back to normal with you, old man. I…I honestly did miss you. And I don’t know if that’s just the heartbreak and wild rush of emotions talking but I’m 99% sure I really mean it.
No-I don’t-Mason, I’ve already messed up, lost my chance. I’m begging you, don’t give me another one. For your own sake, don’t…don’t let me hurt you again.
Two things. One, stop apologizing. Two, shut up.
As you wish.
Well, we have this guy from when I was younger, he would never admit he was staring at my ass and that bugged me so fucking much. And then there’s the drunk dude who wanted to do it on the bathroom. This girl that slapped me because I rejected her. The dude that punched me in the face because I call him imbecile….And the list goes on and on.
Oh, well sorry about all that, I suppose. None of that hurt your ego too bad, did it? I should hope not, I don’t think those people were worth your time.
Ah, you wouldn’t happen to have a cigarette, would you?
